"I miss you now, I loved you, and I know things could still be worse."
I can't stop thinking about what I was doing one year ago today, even two years ago today. Discovering new things, seeing new land, hanging out with the absolute best people on this earth, and experiencing feelings that are completely insane. Although I am ready for change, and am ready for the new year, I can't help but miss it.
I know I'm lucky, and I know that things had to change, without it I would be trapped in states of despair, but nevertheless, if I had a choice, I would relive those moments. Those priceless moments, when I'm with hearts full of love, so far away from normal that it only seems as if it is us who exist. For those few days, I'm almost positive that we are.
That's irrational, but that's okay.
We were on top of the world, or at least that's how we felt.
Anyways, at least we got to go on fall retreat this year, which has revealed more to me then anything else, maybe because it put me back in the right direction, towards greatness.
Last nights lock in was amazing, however. Haha. Oh man, grand.
Time to go waste away the rest of break. :)
I'd put the big 'ol thick fall retreat group photo here at the bottom but it's way to complicated, but whatev is clev.
"No one is as lucky as us, we're not at the end, but we've already won."
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